Live in the icy shadows of my mind
It’s always foggy
And there is always a dusting of frost
I’m growing colder every day
Losing the zeal of needing someone
Becoming comfortable being with me
There are moments
When I long for a touch
For a look
But they are becoming less and less
I look at pictures
That once made me so happy
Now leave me wondering
How hopes so empty
Can fill these frames
I want to put them away
But the romantic in me keeps them there
I can’t understand it
My new found emotion
So I let it play in my mind
And try not to wonder too much
Because wonder can kill
In its amazement
And I’ve died one too many times

 
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