i used to hold a knife waiting for something
someone to stop me
there always was
now i could bleed and pleed would anyone care?
tears dont seem to stop
my heart hasn't healed will it?
how much will it take to break?
i woke up and saw no reason to get up
my life changed for the worse
i finnaly see lifes faults and it hurts
can i start over
change?
where is my way out?
in the tip of a knife?
a barrel of a gun?
the worlds to big im lost who will find me?
who will care for me? who will love me?
lord forgive me for these thoughts
stop the pain from hitting , its hits too hard
 
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