Her words

They push me,

Pull me,

Closer,

Closer to the edge,

The end,

The end of my life,

The end of me,

She brings me,

Closer,

Takes me farther,

From my hope,

My life is in her hands,

She drowns it,

Unmercifully,

In a black pool,

She forces me under,

Deeper,

I cannot breathe,

Struggling,

Fighting to claw,

My way back up,

Nothing to hold onto,

Nothing to help.

She pushes me down,

She holds me down,
strangling me,

I cannot scream one word,

I try,

She stops me,

She hurts me,

She’s killing me,

Slowly but quickly,

She has begun.

My mind,

Deteriorates,

I cannot think,

Am I crazy?

Is she real?

Or am I her?

She is in me.

Under my skin,

In my flesh,

Created by my thoughts?

My pains?

She hates me.

Her words,

They push me,

Pull me,

Closer,

Closer to the edge

 
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