I want to sit in the dark
That bleak grim place
Where everything is faint
I feel like I’m sitting in the shadows of everyone else
Alone and dejected
I just want to cry my life away
I want to cry myself an ocean, and swim in my misery

Maybe yesterday I was happy,
Maybe I wasn’t
You can’t see inside
I could be hiding every feeling
Every hurt, every pain, every flaw
But what do you care?
You can’t even see me
Sometimes love’s just better off dead

Don’t try to fix me
I’m far too broken for help
Bit by bit I’m slipping away
Through the rain of my searing tears
That make me cringe as each drop crawls down my face and leaves a mark of
its agony
Sometimes I want to slip
And leave this life
Trade it for a new one
Or, maybe, not trade it at all
Maybe just disappear and not be found

All the bitter heartbreaks and cruel fights
Make me feel all this wretchedness
And nothing will help
I just want to be dejected and alone
I don’t want to feel joy
But don’t worry,

I’m not o.k, I promise

 
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