It was only until a little while when I realized the look of my friends,
it was only until weeks later that my wise thinking ends.
It was only for a little while when I thought I had a decent face,
it was only until a little while when I decided the look to chase.

It was only for a little while when I thought makeup was gross,
it was only until a month later that I took charge,and put on the most.
It was only or a little while when I thought shopping was fun,
it was only after a week when I realized my clothes looked stupid,and dumb.

It was only for a little while I continued saying "hi" to my best
friends,
it was only until a month after when those friendships came to an end.
It was only until a little while when I started hanging with a popular
group,
it was only until days later I began to steal money,and begin to snoop.
It was only for a little while when I payed an item's full price,
it was only until weeks after that I had already shoplifted twice.

It was only for a little while,that my vow to NO drugs was strong,
but it was known only a couple minutes after that,
that I had held a cigarette for too long.
It was only for a little while when I hated guys,and thought that they were
gross,
but it was only until hours after that I did things with them,and no one
else knows.

It was only for a little while when I got along great with my mother,
but it was only until seconds later,I treated her as if she were something
other.
It was only for a little while,I liked the things my mother said,
but it was only until a minute later that I wished that she'd be dead.

It was only for a little while that I liked what I saw in the mirror,
thinking I wouldn't dare be anyone else,
but as I was staring at my reflection I realized...
that it was only for a little while,that I liked being myself.
 
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