the mirror has become my worst enemy
my reflection stares back at me
the fat no good pig
with sad eyes
huge hips
and hams for thighs
the things people say to me
hurt me on the inside and out
no friends and no one to care
only one has stayed
only to tell me how much she hates me
that im fat and ugly
and i deserve everything
she forces me to the floor
when i rebel and eat
i puke until there is nothing but blood
i sit and waste away
with her voice in my head
she running my life
telling my lies
and refusing my meals
im fat and useless
thats what she says
shes even carved it on my arm
shes saving my life
yet im wasting away
what am i doing this for
why do i want to lose this weight
just to waste away
 
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