With the dagger in my hand
i sit and reflect on the cause
thinking of what drove me to this
makes me take a pause.
The friends that i had were true
but after all they just weren't there
that leads me to believe
that they didn't really care.
The love i had was all a lie
but after all that is love
god's cruel joke on me
he's laughing from above
My family, how i love them
but after all they don't understand
that i wont change who i am
to fit in with the brand
My self-esteem is non-existent
because after all whats so good about me
i have not talent and no future
so why should i believe
now that this is straightened out
once again i take the knife
and and regret as i bleed and fall
but that's how it ends after all

 
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