Her heart was pounding faster and her stomach hurt
Her mouth was swollen and her eyes were red
But again she leaned over the toilet and let out her dinner
Let out the fat she didn’t have and didn’t want
Tears rolled down her face, it hurt
Her throat was screaming and her cheeks were large
But none of that made a difference now
As she held her stomach she told her ma
It was time to go for a run
Maybe if she ran she would be skinny
No word of goodbye was spoken
Although now she wishes it would have been
Cause half way down the street
She is laying on the ground
Now she knows it won
It won the battle for her body
The obsession with what wasn’t there
They are taking her to the hospital
Her parents stand outside her room
As they get the news
All those trips after meals
All the times they wanted to ask her
They didn’t and now tears fall as they are assured
She had a disorder, no one cared
If they had maybe she would have loved herself
Maybe she would have been happy
Maybe she would still do it
It poisoned her mind and killed her in the end
Her friends all say goodbye in black
Now they wished they wouldn’t have joked
Those jokes sent her over the edge
Into a world she couldn’t escape


 
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