I get so depressed
When it comes to you
You mention her name
And I become so blue

I know she finally got you
And I know you care for her a lot
But I fell so in love with you
And it's an emotion that I couldn't stop

Sometimes when I think of my feelings
I try to convince myself that I'm not stuck on you
But which only makes matters worse
Because my emotions become even more askew

It feels like you send me mixed signals
Almost everyday
My head becomes a cloud of confusion
So many different shades if blue and grey

You told me I'm beautiful
And I have everything a guy would want and more
But you still say we're just friends
And every time my heart has fallen to the floor

When I'm sad and I think of you
I think of these past four years
And how my love has grown so strong
But still I've cried so many uncountable tears

Though I always try to tell myself
There is no guy worth my pain
You aren't just a guy but my best friend and first love
And sadly I think that is all from you that I will gain
 
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