I feel like a fucking fake
A doll on display
Eye candy for the world
Just letting them tear me apart
Rip me up and take away my heart
Entertainment for all so willing to see
A freak show I am and will always be
They point and they laugh while I break down inside
And force on this smile while tears force it way out of my eyes
But they won’t ever realize
There to interested in the show
Wondering what tragedy will happen next
See when I will blow
But somehow
Someway I hide it all within
And try to be stronger and make a win
Although I am always the loser in the end
I always seem to think I will get back at them
The sweet revenge will fill my very soul
And help me accomplish my unreachable goal
But even now as I put on this act the mask I have placed soon begins to
crack
And the porcelain beauty is revealed as a fake
With mascara running down her once milky white face
And the huge orbs that was on her face is filled with sorrow and complete
hate
But they still do not realize the truth seeping out
They are still entertained by the false smile placed upon her mouth
So let there laughs echo
While they throw things at me
Call me those hurtful names and make me feel like nothing
But even in the end I look up and see that somehow in this mess there is a
silver lining



 
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