I feel so out of place
So uncomfortable in my skin
It’s almost like
This body is not mine
It feels so odd
Like I should have fur instead of skin
It almost feels like I’m a bird
I seem to never win
Every time I think I’ve found myself
I end up uncovering something else
I don’t want to know anything more
I don’t want to search my soul
This soul has already been searched
I feel like someone let me out to dry
If there is a God why won’t He let me die?
I’m sick of this
I don’t want to awaken
Why can’t I just be?
I don’t want to know who I am
It’s too complicating
I don’t want to be enlightened
Ignorance is bliss
I want to stay in the dark
The benighted always seem to win
I want to remain in oblivion
This sacred little hole
Where nobody thinks
I could just live my life
And maybe I’ll feel free
Just let me forget, it will all feel fine
I just want to be nothing
And I want to know the same
I almost feel like I am going insane
I want to feel like I am me
I just want to be.
 
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