I stand frozen
inspite of the warmth around me
death lingers beneath
the sorrow of ones soul
shadows of darkness
slowly seep into the mouths
of the unsuspecting
there is nothing I can do
as I watch the ones I love die
not physically but emotionally
because of me
I am the carrier of a deadly disease
Hate and Anger
it escapes from my depths
while I wallow in self pity
No one can hear my screams
the pain I inflict upon myself
shattering the emotional barrier
Yet I am strong
and I will not crumble
 
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