To me I now seem so wise 
But it cant be so 
Or I would know 
Why I'm being victimized 
Yeah, its hidden behind my eyes 
I see the pain in their souls 
But I'm not in control 
Of myself or them 
My thoughts are locked inside 
Even when I unlock the door 
And still I am victimized 
The thoughts... 
They sometimes trail 
Off to guys 
Something I ignored 
With a pathetic sigh 
Even when others 
would never try 
In the times without guys 
I wasn't at all wise 
So long as things were fun 
No need to run 
No need to worry 
And no need to cry 
On other ordeals 
So, true self I say bye 
Because of being victimized 
In my life lies 
Many good things 
So it doesn't seem that I 
Should feel such pain 
Over and over again 
But we can all relate 
Because we're all just bait 
For the world to eat us alive 
Just so we can be victimized
 
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