The lonely desolation of my mind,
To quick to catch, though frozen in time.
Smoke so thick it chokes my soul,
A pain so harsh, I can't be whole.
This wall I've built surrounds my heart,
It weighs me down, tears me apart.
I can't control it, no good to fight,
There's an evil inside as black as the night.
At times I feel it creeping in,
An urge so bad it must be sin.
It's in my dreams, though can't be found,
It cannot see, it makes no sound.
No one knows it, but it hurts to live,
It keeps on taking, but there's nothing to give.
I live in agony from day to day,
My want to live it's taken away.
I want to give up, but I can't give in,
To this evil shadow that lives within.


 
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