Being self restrained is something I've always known
I thought being alone would protect my heart
And that being strong would liberate my soul
I was hard as stone while locked in my zone
No matter how hard someone made me stumble,
My front never crumbled
But then you came along
You gave me a renoun feeling
And I quit being so headstrong
I finally knocked down my subconscious wall
And when I finally thought it was okay,
I let my guard completely fly away,
With my explaining how hard it was for me
You said baby I promise I'll never cause you pain
But those lies didn't stop you from draining me!
Tell me what did you gain?!
You caused my fragile heart to break
Leaving me with a constant ache
I quickly put up my old defences
The suffering you caused is unbearable
There's nothing I can do except cry
Damn it! I thought this love was unbreakable!
To hell with self control!
This hole goes deeper than you'll ever know
Your betrayal has shaken me to the core
What you did was unthinkable
And if I'm not mistaken you promised me the world
Well that shows what I knew
Now my heart is jaggedly torn
And who knows how long it'll take to regain it's form
But how could I have known you'd claim my dignity?
Honey you meant the world to me!
Now I spend my days in shame
I wish your reality would have unfurled earlier
Because this new found pain is holding me down like a thick metal chain



 
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