My gaze through the window towards the water,
seems sad,and grey.
Listening to music which, once we shared.
In solitude i sigh..my glass of red is my
only company.
The music is sedative takes me back to them
days,i feel calm, though betrayed.
For him i was a sheer fling..still i expected
more.
I feel depressed,and over drugged,smelling the
sweet scents blown from decades ago.
My mood swifts away by the psychedelic lyrics.
I am exploring my spiritual world,conquering the
depth of my soul.
Something is agonising within,i can not bare the
overwhelming pain.
Numbed..the blades cut into the transparent wrists,
blood flows like a fountain,mixes with
my drink,a sip fills me with tranquility,
i slowly slip away,i withdraw out of my body,
then i sink inside myself,gently i lose it in
the subconscious.
I face my fate,whatever it will be...........
Ultimately the real journey starts.



 
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