Sometimes I see things in my dreams,
Not always good things but always something,
I notice now that they are all about me,
And they have me slitting my wrist,

I DON'T WANT TO DIE TODAY!!!
NOT WHEN I CAN SEE TOMORROW!!!
I JUST WANT TO LIVE TO SAY!!!
I cANNOT BEAR THIS SORROW!!!

Now and then I look at myself in the mirror,
Everytime I see someone staring back at me,
Is it really me or is someone new,
I just realized my face is turning blue,

I DON'T WANT TO DIE TODAY!!!
NO PLEASE DOCTOR TAKE THE PAIN!!!
I CAN BARELY SEE THE WORLD TOMORROW!!!
I CANNOT BEAR WHAT I AM!!!

I don't ever want to change,
But I make myself everyday,
As I try to fall asleep I see myself,
Cutting my wrist and falling to hell,

I CANNOT STAND TO SEE THIS!!!
I WANT SOMETHING TO TAKE IT AWAY!!!
JUST GIVE ME A PILL FOR THIS!!!
I DON'T WANT TO DIE TODAY!!!

"Please Lord, if you can hear me,"
Take away my dreams,
Please Lord if you can see me,"
Take away my soul,

I noticed something in the mirror,
It was myself bleeding out in horror,
I noticed something the other day,
Why God can't you take this pain,

I WILL NOT!!!
KILL MYSELF!!!
Or anyone else,

I WILL NOT!!!
GIVE UP SO!!!
Easy and lie down,

I AM NOT!!!
I CANNOT!!!
BE WHAT YOU SEE!!!

Shrink my head away,
Take my pain,
Give me a pill or two,
It's almost too late,
It's finaly
My damn dying day,

Sometimes I see things in my dreams,
But they never make sense to me,
Now I lie here in the dark,
Wandering what's become of me,

 
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