If only the tears of an angel fell from heaven,
like a rain drop into my empty soul,
maybe it would proceed and extinguish,
this undying hatred that burns within,
my darkness ensures me there is no hope,
death is my only escape,
so I lie here breathing deep into the night,
my body so cold,
but still I am alive.

This pain will never leave Ive felt this all my life maybe I'm not
meant to live in peace,
with myself,
crying no tears,
dried face, I embrace the darkness surrounding my soul,
I wish I could change my pace,
return to the unbroken track,
but my mind set on obliteration,
I can only stare at empty space and trust my self,
and lie telling myself everything is alright.

But I will never allow myself to be found,
I will run like a ruined, abused child,
can you take a gaze in my eyes and tell me everything is fine,
this feeling that we all push down,
inside us we are truly breaking,
everything only lies until the morning light comes I will stray off this
wide path,
and hasten my end.

The morning light never came now I'm all alone,
dark, coldness, pain holds me close,
the only thing that has ever held me close,
my only imagination,
of hatred for them all,
all those who feel what I cant,
see what I cant see,
live, love, dream the way i never can,
there is no pain deeper,
than feeling regret for nothing,
I wish I could have some sort of love for something but nothing is all I
ever came to,
darkened heart,
bleeds not blood but cries in the night with pain,
that I never show,
remorseful for nothing,
resent everything.

The angels tears never fell from heaven and still I sit and wait only to be
disappointed again,
there is no point in all this sorrow,
hate now enraptures,
soul carried from this hell,
now falling,
this change I cant feel,
deep within sorrows felt,
but never on the outside,
I turn away never to show my face,
hiding in my hell,
showing no signs of life,
you shunned me never asked why,
I never seen this coming only my words calm me now.

Still I wait till this day,
but my dream never came,
only lies,
ive never felt the same,
letting out sighs into the clear midnight Sky's,
but I realized,
why we looked to the sky,
searching for answers,
looking down we don't know,
so I ask this question is there a real answer to a betrayed life.
 
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