When will you rescue me?
Carry me away, let me be free.
How much longer can I stand it here?
Without you near...
I need to feel your presence, I need your gentle touch.
Though just a little gesture, it always does so much.
Stay a little longer, Death.
Steal away my very last breath
Leave me cold, and take me away,
To a place where pain ruins not a day
nor a moment; and ever will I be
Released from these shackles of mortality.
Why must life be so cruel?
Making me fight this losing duel.
Was there ever, just once, a time,
when happiness was ever truly mine?
My memories fade away, and now all I see,
is a dark depression that lives deep inside of me.
I look around and see people always smiling,
and I wish i could be like them, instead of always crying.
I feel as if I am in a constant, downward spiral,
Falling faster and faster, mile by painful mile.
The shadows are so deep I could never
find my way back, even if given Forever.
Yet still all you will see is an uncaring look.
You all tried to read me like a page in a book,
but all you are reading are lies.
You'll never see what's behind these eyes.
Yet here I am... pouring my heart out to strangers.
My all time low is in the "danger's".
I need help soon or I'll go insane,
and lodge a bullet in my brain.
 
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