i slide on my glasses,
pick up the letter.
completely confused,
is it possble for things to get better

you said that you loved me,
with all your heart.
so why did you do thoes things,
just to fall apart.

eyes turning turquiose,
letter drowning in tears.
was i born to do this,
to suffer all these years

im still confused,
i have to say.
i do regret that,
reading thos letters that day.

by now your thinking
completly confused
wondering what on earth
do those letters do

thoes letters my friends,
they were by my father.
he wrote them before i was born,
i dont even know why he would bother


cause five years ago,
he passed away.
im still sad and depressed,
this very fucking day!

he screwed up,
not me.
im really pissed of,
theres things i dont see.

dont be confused,
i love my dad,
he was every thing,
he IS everything i have.


 
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