Nobody sees it but me
And nobody sees what I see
I can’t be like this
I can’t stand it anymore
No more times that I’ll have to pay
When I’m stuck living in different directions
No more lives that I’ll have to sway
No matter which way I go I turn out poor
And there’s nothing more for me to say

I can’t hold on to you
Hold on to us
Hold on to trust
It’s either nothing or bust
I can’t live like this
No matter how I wish
No more, no more of this
I can’t live on an emotionless kiss

It’s not fair
That everyone stares
There’s no more land
For me to stand
And live like me again
I won’t live in a way where I can’t feel
I won’t live in a world where I have to steal
My time just to have two seconds alone
And I can’t even have it at home

I can’t live when my hands are shaking
I can’t live with the chances I’m taking
I can’t live where there is no waking
Up from this nightmare that I call a life
I’ve never lived where sanctuary is just a knife
I’ve found my ways, found my ways
Why can’t I just be that man that has no fear that he can’t deal with?
Why can’t I be as strong as I used to be?
Why can’t I control the hatred inside my heart?
Why can’t I just be me?

I can’t live on an emotionless kiss
To me it’s life without breathing
I need my air, the blood to fill me
I can’t do this anymore...
 
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