I'm just a simple man, don't have a master plan
Been thinking bout my life
here's a list of what went right
There's nothing on the list
here's one of what I missed
Opportunity, just never met me
and I am alone I'm cold my stomach hurts
Here I lye, waiting for what come next
waiting for my next breath
I sit here all alone nothing feels like home
been here for a short time
There's nothing here that's mine,
and I don't make friends
just don't know what to do
I'm thinking in my room
it helps me fall asleep
the only thing I have is hoping what could be
hoping you could find me
because without you here
don't think I could survive

And I drive myself crazy, many mood swings
I am so depressed with and without you
You cheer me up, make this better
I cannot, no I will not survive if you're not by my side

I'm not very brave, don't think a life I could save
I try not to cry, but I think I need to wet my eyes
And I don't know what to say
And I don't know what to do
I will fall apart without you
Fall to fucking pieces I will crumble and I will suffocate
I know it's for the better so I won't be selfish anymore
I only hope I learn the reason I'm here for

I know that nothing can be perfect
I hope that this turns out all right
I'm hating this life and this week isn't making me
Feel like I am human
I wish I could laugh and forget the pain
I wish I could be with you one more day
I dream about a life where it's wrong or right
Bu the truth is I'm the one making me sad at night

 
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