The pressure kills me inside
Searching to room to hide
There's no reason at all
Everlasting fall
They say
Its alright, I know its not
All alone, one more time
Everyone seems to ignore me
Hiding from, what I feel
Acting like it’s not a big deal
Talking to myself again
I am my only friend
If only I could, change this story's end
Confusion, desperation, egotistical motivation
Lying and crying the sadness never seems to fade
And if this is ok, then I am far behind
I must have missed the start
What is it I'm trying to find?
The words inside of me, I am just too shy
And who can I relate to? Just me myself and I
They say it's alright
They say it will go away
I know I am losing this fight
All alone from morning to night
If I only knew, if I cared a little more
If I tried a little more, if my mind let me
They say
Its alright, I know its not
It will go away, but not today
Maybe I am, faking it
Who do you think is controlling me?
My minds winning this fight
All alone from day to night
If only I knew, how to make a friend
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