this morning i woke with a heartache,
i had to remember who it came from
because in my dreams (never what they seem)
you and i were once again, one.

choking back spare tears and curses alike,
i remembered your petal-pink face
as you informed me, blushing but calmly,
that your old friend had taken my place

i let it slide off like silk in the sky,
i assured you that i understood.
but my lips were shaking, and my heart was breaking
i'm sure you would've stopped it if you could

this morning i woke with a heartache,
your taste resurfacing on my tongue
she'll taste that soon, and hearts will consume
bodies so able and so young

i realize that i am not like her
maybe that's why you love her so much
i hope you're both content, and that your love is meant
and i hope you think of me with every touch.

perhaps with time i'll get better
but perhaps with time, i won't.
i know you'll continue caring even though my distance will be tearing
but if you decide to forget me. . please don't.

this morning i woke with a heartache,
shreds of my core needing a mend
but pieces are misplaced, and it cannot be braced
because too much of it, you hold in your hand.




GRRRRRRRRR TEENAGE ANGST =(

so, it gets kinda bad at the end, but i did try.
 
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