My body swells up with tension,
I can't stand being in here,
With the words flowing so fast,
In my mind filled with fear.

I fear for what I'll do,
I fear for what I'll say,
But i don't want to feel this,
Not even for one more day.

I really wish i was normal,
And that my thoughts were normal too,
But i know I'll never have sane thoughts,
Thoughts like you all do.

The apathy is coming back,
Like i feared it would,
Last year is going to repeat itself,
Stop it, I wish i could.

I feel like I'm always alone,
Even though i know I'm not,
My family seems so distant,
I feel I've been forgot.

At home i hide my feelings,
The don't seem to care,
That I'm searching for someone,
But no ones there.
 
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