I look upon this gravestone,
Through the by and by,
I love you but I hate you,
Because it's oh, so simple just to die,

What's complicated is living,
Among these horrid people,
Though, unfeeling, they pretend they care,
But I know they're lying, attempts are feeble,

Many cry on your behalf,
But I am not one of them,
I've shed my tears for you already,
This was your fate, you were condemned,

After all this darkness and the pain,
Did you think I didn't notice? Did you think I didn't care?
I saw your blood across the floor,
You emotions stripped and bare,

The more I saw, the more I knew,
Did you think I'd forgotten? The memory doesn't fade,
Just kill the thought within your mind,
For the rest of your body has died and decayed,

I look upon this gravestone,
Throat burning like cyanide,
I love you but I hate you,
Because life is so much harder than your suicide.
 
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