Rotting guilt runs in my veins, saying, telling me I should forget the
bright side and move to the dark to hurt once again.
Deep blue, as deep as the ocean when sunshine overcasts the horizon, is the
way your eyes come over me.
I am suffocated into your innocence but yet dragged out by your shameful
past.
Should I prevail with the likeliness of the loving I care for or should I
trap myself into a hole too difficult to climb back out of?
I have most intentions of breaking out of my shell and down trotting over
what is best for myself but I keep to my morals and my heart.
I love him and only him, even if we are separate.
His love holds my heart with the gentleness of a dandelion's petals
struggling against the wind.
He takes my soul and deserves my loyalty.
 
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