Lift it up and turn it inside out
You will know when you throw it on the ground
Come with in the gray
Now don’t pretend to feel what I’m running with
It’s not worth the steal
Of looks from everything
I’m coming to you, just wait don’t leave
I will come, please don’t hurt when I need you
I want to call but I don’t know how to tell you of things that are going on

That you don’t know it is wrong and
I hurt for my guilt but so does everyone
do you know it’s different when you say what I say but it isn’t the same
so I want you to tell me now what really happens when your lifted off the
ground
and your body is there but your mind is here
and you don’t know where you’re going thru
but you feel lost and it’s okay
because you’re not you’re gone from the blank spaces and stupid races
to finish and never begin
to understand what it means to be good and worthy
the only thing that matters are the feelings you feel
you live you hurt you’re happy you’re not you die.


Let the fear go somewhere else if you can’t don’t say anything at all
but if you feel it creeping just stay away
until you hear yourself thinking why can’t you stay?
I can’t make up to you what I have taken away
I can’t pretend that I am what you think I am
but I wish that you will never know what I’ve done that I deceive you and I
am dumb
But if I do it again it doesn’t matter if I do it once more it’s alright
but then I stop and I am back in reality and I don’t do anything and I am
ashamed of me
So you see it keeps me going and is a problem within itself
I want to stop I want to go back I wish I had never

it’s so bad.
 
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