Cover my mouth, laugh once again

I constantly find myself smiling at your idiocy
You never seem to learn, despite the constant reminders
Why is it that you think I’ll love you,
After all you did to me, all those nights of tears?
It’s quite comical, actually
When I put some thought into it, I found the irony
Love is supposed to heal all wounds
All you did was scratch and claw,
Opening new ones as you went along

Did you really think that, after all my tears, we could stay like that?
It was completely perfect while it lasted,
I’ll be the first to vouch for you on that case
But as for now, I don’t see how it’s possible
I’ve gotten over you, and I can say that now,
After all those wadded up tissues,
The nights of black mascara-teared eyes blinking in my mirror,
Loud screaming music pulsing out of my stereo,
Enough Oreos to last a normal person for years
And countless late-night phone conversations with best friends
It’s over, and that’s just something you need to see

Once again, it’s funny how you can be completely oblivious
When you call, and you seem perfectly fine,
I can’t help but crack a smile
Because if you can’t see how badly you’ve hurt me
Then you’re not nearly as smart as I gave you credit for
That’s just weak, all right?

Smirks finding their way across my face
Grins with eyebrows raised in high arches
Head shaking from side to side in utter disbelief
Bite my lip, choke back a laugh

And they call you an honor student
 
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