All I ever did
Was what you told me to
All I ever was
Was what you wanted me to be
And the only places I ever went
Were to where you were near
But despite my best efforts
It was never what you wanted to hear

I was never enough
Never good enough
I wish I could be better for you
But you have expectations
I could never make in all my life
I can't ignore myself forever
I can't go on living like you're so goddamn perfect

I'm sorry
I'm so fucking sorry
How many times should I say it
A few more I bet
But I can't
I'm choking on apologies
And all thats coming out are bits and pieces
Of goodbyes

Do you get it now
You're not the only one who has pain
Not the only one who wishes for just one day
One fucking day
It wouldn't rain
But you know what,Gretchen
I'ts not going to stop for you
Or for me
I'm sorry
But it can't always be my fault
That it's always rainy
 
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