Welcome! ( Poets: 6542 - Poems: 37,966 ) Poems By Author
Untitled
11/20/2005 @ 9:46am
By:
pandalovin

Every day is all the same
Just a flock of insults with words that sting
Every day I wish were
As dead as everyone else makes me feel
Every day you show me that
I will never be more than the nothing I am

And every day I wish I could run away
I wish I could prove them wrong
One day I'll show them all
I'll show them all...
One day, one day...

Since I don't talk much nor have any friends
I work on perfecting these things that matter
And every so often when it's my turn to shine
I come through and take a step up on this ladder
But they always find a way to knock me down
On the outside just one step
On the inside down to the ground
One day I'll show them all
One day, one day...

And then I have a moment
Where everybody notices me
I'm not a freak anymore, I am real
Can this be enough to erase my tormenting ordeal?
No of course not
Then you play tricks on me
Show me who I'll never be
Get me covered in syrup
Make me look ridiculous
Now the whole world can see through me
Nobody knows what its like to be me
Humiliation on a public scale
My bones are weak my skin is frail

I'll show them all...
One day, one day...

Well today is the first time that I'm
Looking forward to going to school
This time I have a best friend
A bullet to give this story and end
There he is looking tough
His mussels won't be enough
No arms are strong enough to carry
The weight of a broken spirit

You did this!
You crafted this all
The kids all look appalled
They see this metal in my hand
They run they run they run they run
"He's got a gun everybody run!"

Stop...
I've had enough
Of all of you
I'm covered in disgrace
And soon 9 millimeters
Will be all you can taste

"Think before you do this"
I never meant it to be like this
Well yea I don't fucking care
I don't fucking care

And in the moment
One motion goes by so fast
It's funny how fame can be forgotten
But tragedies always seem to last

And you’re going down...

One day I showed them all
One day, one day...

 
Copyright © pandalovin, All Rights Reserved


» View more Poems by pandalovin
» View more Depression Poems



 All Poems
 
 Anger
 
 Animals
 
 Contemplations
 
 Death
 
 Depression
 
 Dreams
 
 Fear
 
 Fractured Love
 
 Friendship
 
 Hate
 
 Holidays
 
 Humor
 
 Introspection
 
 Life
 
 Love
 
 Nature
 
 Other
 
 Political
 
 Religion
 
 Sex
 
 Time
 
 War
 
 Work

© PoeticTimes, a part of the MindViz Social Networklink us   privacy   terms