Cause I’m the girl you love to hate
The one you slap and want to penetrate
Look into my deep brown eyes as I pull you in
And lock you somewhere you’ll never win


So like a projection I play against this wall
Showing the moments of when you fall
Where there was nothing left for us too see
And this once pleasurable pain became your misery
So while you’re close minded to all that I see
You will never know the hidden person inside me
This it girl waiting to come out
Play with your emotions and your self doubt
Laughing at you with such joy and glee
While you fall to pieces beneath me

I really don’t know what drew you in
I find it funny how easily I got him
And caught him in my emotional trap
Where he could never look away from the horrible things I hacked
I had no perfect tan
Or long legs and not a chest that could attract a man of any age
I don’t have the blonde hair and blue eyes
And I ain’t made of plastic so why does he want to have me so close to his
side

So push aside that fact that I won’t catch you when you fall
And no I still don’t know how to save you from it all
Can’t put the pieces together I had broken so many times
And I can’t grasp on to the pieces that vanish from our minds
So while your going under I can’t help and give you air
I don’t even know why you really think I care
I aim to hit and hurt
To use and abuse your dear soul
Somehow make your self consciousness become whole

So let those precious tears cascade out your eyes
And let me get drunk from all my lies
And spew out this cold and black heart
Let it turn back to the person I once was from the start
And maybe the hurt I provide was something meant to happen in your life
And this change that occurs from those cold hearted stares
Was caused by something venomous in the air
So let me swallow this cyanide and lick every last drop
Hopefully my pulse will run dry and cause my heart to stop
And my eyes will be forever glazed in a daze locked in your eyes
Because in that moment that’s where I die

 
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