A fallen wind that captured the light
That beckoned my arms to grab your face.
The once remembrance and praise I held for you
Has become shattered within the mirror of my self indulgence.

I see this mistake
Slowly replaying as I walk beside him.
I ask for another chance on this daily occasion
Only to run back to the arms in which I belong.

My ideas of this change and once consistent emotion
Reign over my thoughts and plague my desires.
I see you with others, laughing and becoming new again,
While I slumber in this craze of unknown flattery.

Maybe this, after all, was deemed to be my fault.
My shallow heart was always creating false hope
That I believed naively to be divine.
Though this divine feeling lasted in this fortitude, I lingered beneath the
tree to feel the breeze.

This breeze was indeed my escape from this distraught state of mind
And my courageous leap to faithfulness.
My often recurrences shaded my dreams
And my hopes.

I see these arms stretched once more
Simply to let go of the past in which I forced upon myself.
This instance is the last of it's kind
And shall be destroyed in a nomadic sorts.

Only to be with the very certain hope I wished for all along.
I realize this hope could not flourish with my last
But only arrives with the next.
The next is now the end of our tryst.
 
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