~Who am I~

Monday found me on my knees again
bleeding into the wind
I've lost all hope, there's nothing there
then you show up, why should you care
when no one else did
I'm just so morbid
seeing me as insignificant
as the farthest thing from magnificent
a single death absorbs my jubilee
as far as you can see,
this is just how I'm going to be
who am I
am I just the dude who wants to die.
is there any thing more
is happiness realy just folk-lore
how can one thing have ruined my life,
kept away all those i love and care for
every thing is so confusing
why be attached to any one thing
is this how i want to feel
are any of these emotions real
or am i just to afraid to feel
I keep getting off subject
my thoughts i need to collect
but every thing seems like hell
all the pain I feel, it feels like I'm not suppose to tell
as I question, I sigh
then roll over and die.
 
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