As i sit and wallow in my self grief
I realize that you are not who I thought
You said words and I believed them
I actually thought you meant them
Shame on me for repeating the same mistake
The mistake of getting attatched to you again
Tell me; why do you not sound glad to hear my voice?
I haven't talked to you in days
But you act like I dont' matter at all
Do you know that kills me..?
It kills me like knives cutting out my heart
But you pay no attention... you never do
Please tell me why you fool me
Or do i just fool myslef and think things that aren't real
Your good at this, you use people, I should've known
I should erase you from my mind, but I don't
I just sit and wallow in my self grief
 
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