Fragile hearts stop our breathing
Makes us ignore how your heart isn’t beating
And how your skin has turned such a pale shade of white
Glowing eerily as though it was the moon in the night
I still haven’t notice how cold were your lips
And I failed to see the fact that I had enjoyed this
I’ve waited in time that has passed by forever to make you what is mine

You were suppose to be mine
Not her
It was me meant to be in those aching arms
It was me meant to be holding you as you gasped your last breath
Me not her
I deserve better
I am impatient and do not wish to wait till your death

It’s not fair how my arms don’t fit around you the way hers fills the space
And I just wish I could somehow make that smile she gives you be on your
face
I feel so invisible
Neglected and ignored
I’d be anything just to be yours

Commit to this memory
We’ll commit to this lie
I’ll be your poison
To help rot your insides

And this blood on the pavement
And the words in my hand
Make me feel so empty
I just want you to understand
That this beat just keeps going
And this tune left you dead
And all the blood seems to be flowing into your head

So let’s be half frozen
I’ll be cold to the touch
With our hands between us
You know I missed you so much

But now this image portrays what we thought was so real
And the memories haunt us and play with what we feel
But I won’t let this happen
I knew from the start
I knew that somehow you’ll go and break my porcelain heart

I don’t understand why time has to be cruel
You shouldn’t have moved on so fast
You should have waited
Maybe a miracle would have happen and I came back
I prayed for something to bring me back to you
But sadly nothing would do

So I’ll let her make you smile
I’ll watch everything in complete denial
It can’t be true
This can’t be real
I know that this is not the way you feel
Feel for that whore

It’s not right I need something to prove to you that I was the best
But for some reason my best won’t simply impress your cold and shallow
heart
And it hurts me that even though we’re not together
You still somehow seem to break my porcelain heart

 
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