It is vague within it's seriousness
It occurs to be blunt
Yet, it disappears from known existence.
Why must I drift away from these facts
And pretend these happenings were never in full-circle.

I want to remember
Though, I cannot.
I want to be dismembered
Though, I fear it.
I want to live forever
Though, I may use it in vain.

This rush, you may call, rules my actions
And forces these words to thrive with life
And laughter.
I know you are mocking me
I know
I know.

Why must this remain so vague
When this is truly
So blunt and visible.
Why must this remain so vague.

I will eventually allow myself to fall
For I listen to myself
Though you wish I were to listen to you.
I cannot fall to your feet
And give you these pleasures anymore.
I cannot be used, although I'm the one
Who begged for this.

I cannot love this lie
As I once did.
I have to deny these fallacies.
I must love you correctly.
I cannot love you correctly.
 
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