I can’t believe the day has come
This day I’ve been waiting for since you’ve left.
The day for me to sing my final song.
Without you the world seems so deaf.
I pictured it so different over the years
Yet I never thought you wouldn’t be here.
All these thoughts fly around me like butterflies
But without you everything is a lie.

I remember all the good times.
And I remember how you would try.
But can you tell me how you could smile?
When you could feel your soul die?
I slowly draw a deep breath in
As I feel the poison sinking in.
I await for myself to plunge.
Darling remember me when it’s done.

I’m sorry that I promised that I could live.
I am sorry I couldn’t finish the charade.
I’ve given all I’ve got to give.
I can not even stand without your aide.
I hope that this death comes quickly.
I hope it does come oh so swiftly.
Just so I could spend the next million lives with you.

My promise may of been to your grave
But I feel that it still holds true.
I wish you were here with me today
So you could see this final leap I’m taking for you.
I miss you and I wish you could tell me the same
But darling even I can’t hear beyond the grave.
I lean my self against you tombstone and feel life sleep away.
I close my eyes and whisper “I’ll hold you again someway.”
 
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