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sub-conscience suicide
12/13/2005 @ 7:32pm
By:
mockingbirdghost

i can't feel anything anymore
i can't seem to get by this illusion
of the blood dripping from a fractured heart
you were my only true execution
but now this hope through a broken light
just tries to bring me back to my sense
but no matter what, she'll stay in sight
and my attention for her dense
an alleyway of lost memories
is where i shall venture
for my antidotes, my remedies
before my mind covers me - raptures
but the alleyway, holding the lost past
is full of darkness, cannot see
but soon light will come, but not ever last
for the darkness is what i see, what i always believed
so now i look to not be alone
waiting at the darkest shore
for you, my sunrise - to come to me - home
but until then i shall be waiting in Lore
waiting for that sun
to rid these monsters around me
down the street i run
till you take me with you - make me leave
so now i go, to somewhere safe
being alone, but secure
until i see a shadow, at me it strafe
destroying me - the impure
but now i see - the one that killed me
has golden eyes dimmed brown
that looks like him to a high degree
the him i see in a mirror - the one i had once - drown

 
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