today.
i woke up with a headache,
throbbing through my eyes.
this hunger for something,
its something i realized.
this wasnt my fault,
it never was.
i need something more,
not you, just because.
you bore me,
you make me irritated.
its anger,
it makes me infuriated.
you dont need me to be there for you,
you dont need anything from me.
im just your little crutch,
something to lean on, someone to see.
but this isnt that easy,
they cant see me, they dont want to.
and you,
your eyes look right through.
so what am i trying to say?
this life is my hallucinogen.
its something that i fight.
start something with me now, today.
there is something that needs to be relived,
and that pain is the disgrace you put me through,
i said we were over, there is nothing left to do.
so leave me,
leave me like everyone else,
im used to it,
i will just sit here like i always do.
i put up with it, and i live with the sin,
but this place, the place of insanity,
i put myself in.

 
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