In all actuality I guess you were right
Right when you said you wouldn’t lose sleep when you left me that night
But I guess I was in denial
Was too stubborn to admit that I haven’t slept a wink since you left me like
this
And it’s like all my thoughts have just clouded my head
I can’t think clearly
It’s like your words have poisoned me instead

It still hasn’t stopped raining
I’d just thought I’d let you know
That very moment your gone it still hasn’t snowed
And I’m still waiting patiently for your radiance to shine
And the thunderstorms to stop in my mind

Can you keep a secret?
I guess I should tell
That without you I don’t know what to do with myself
I’m still in the same pair of jeans
Replaying old songs that remind you of me

It’s sad isn’t it?
I just wish for it to stop
Stop a little while so I can know I’ll be okay
Although the sun is still out I’ll dance in the rain
Without a care of you being gone
And hopefully somehow move on

But I know that won’t happen
It’s just wishful thinking
I wish for these raindrops to stop falling in my eyes
Blurring my vision while I waste my time
Waste it waiting
Waiting for you to return and take me back
Because I’m ashamed of the person I became when you left

So I’ll take a deep breath
And let it all go when out falls the snow
So I’m waiting to exhale
Cuz’ without you and me it’s like you’re the air
I can’t seem to breathe



 
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