I wish i was still sleeping
the one place i dont hurt,
wake up to a empty spot,
the spot where she used to lay,
renew the pain that lingers,
pain, anguish, sorrow,
the meanings coming alive.
Her smell still stays,
on the pillow where she slept,
while she purred like a kitten,
seeking warmth in my arms.
what am i to do now,
wake up without a reason,
walk through my daily anger,
just want my feelings to numb,
cant put my heart away.
Only hide it in a box,
knowing the joy i had,
knowing the joy i lost,
will it ever return again.
 
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