It was good to see your smile again.
I was lost staring into your brown eyes.
It was a feeling so genuine
and it was a feeling I long ago forgot.
Your laugh found me differently then I remembered. Your laugh formed like a
soft cloud out of your chest, only to erupt like a spewing volcano
and smack me right in the face.
Leaving an impression that I will not let myself forget...
not this time.
It was happier,
it was more loving,
it was a laugh I don't think you made when we together.
I could see that as the years passed you grew to love life more,
and it was so clear to me in your laugh.
You have grown away from me and into yourself.
The metamorphose is almost complete
and I am no longer holding you down.
My insecurities and laziness will not be a part of your life any longer.
I realize this now, it hurts to say,
but you are better off without me,
as much as I want to sweep you off your feet once again.
As much as I wish I could tell you how I feel,
I know you are better off without me.
If I could I would go back and change what pain I caused,
I would cause none.
If only I had the knowledge I have now...
if only I didn't have to hurt you to find out you're what I need in life.
But, I can't tell you these words.
I only say thank you for letting me see you again,
I don't know if it was hard for you...
but thank you for letting me feel complete even if it was only for a few
short hours.
Please, have a wonderful life.
 
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