Sometimes you need a little push make things right
And need that certain touch to help you sleep through the night
And sometimes no matter how hard you try it’s just too late
To late to change our mistakes

And I’ll count all the promise that I told
And see how many times I felt unwhole
Although most the time I broke them
So my lies counteract the thoughts in my head

And I’ll be your broken Barbie
I’ll be your beauty queen
My hands will scratch the plastic smile off of me
And I’ll be your broken savior
With this hole in my chest
And rip out my heart to try to impress

And I’ll be your last resort when you don’t come clean
Your guilt always showed the better side of me
And I’m trying to remember how the light hits your face
And I’m trying to forget the way you changed

These plastic smiles I’ll show you will be half meaningful
So I’ll be our twisted angel
My wings are but blades
Constantly cutting myself to take away the pain
And my attempts to help change just punish my soul
I know I deserve it
I need something
Anything to make you whole

And I’ve broke all my promises like I said
Well what’s the point if that’s what’s suppose to happen in the end
And I threw out all the things that reminded me of you

Old pictures, your jeans, anything that made me think of you
And now I’m standing here outside your door
I guess pain won’t let me be since you won’t leave me alone
And I guess that your persistence is getting the best of me

And that every kiss you mutter an unwanted sorry
I planned that after the last chance I gave you there wouldn’t be any more
By somehow I found you heartbroken standing there behind my bedroom door
Were we just fools to have broken off in the end

We have loved each other so much but we had to pretend
Pretend that these rumors and lies that we heard were true about each other

To stop trying to make things work
To make you think that I lied when I said I love you

But now here we are
You holding me while I choke on I’m sorry
I guess fate brought us together
And lies tore us apart
But we were like magnets and connected from the heart

And although I am fake
And feel so generic
I’ll try to help
No matter what’s thrown at me
I’ll bear it
Because sometimes when you are feelings this blue
All you need is the right smile to save you



 
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