I regret a lot that I have done
I regret a lot that I have seen
I regret that I have not atoned
I regret that I have not redeemed

I regret what I gave up, my soul, my heart, my purity
I regret that it was given to someone whom I didn’t love
I regret that I gave up something priceless, my virginity
I regret that I didn’t allow my heart to soar like a dove

I regret that I still have not repented for my sins
I regret that my past still haunts me, killing my slowly
I regret that I never could of let anyone in
I regret that my loneliness is killing me softly

I regret that I have seen my mom go through torment
I regret that I was a pathetic weakling watching in despair
I regret that I could not prevent her heart from being twisted and bent
I regret that after all that, I still didn't show enough love or care

I regret that I still have trouble loving myself
I regret that there is so much more to be said
I regret that I still can’t trust myself
I regret the hate for myself in my head

I regret how I’ve turned cold
I regret so much that’s been said by me
I regret all the lies I’ve told
I regret most of what I’ve come to be

What I don’t regret is what I’ve found
I finally found someone to give my heart to
Now I’m no longer dreadfully bound
I’ve got all of that off my chest, just for you
 
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