I wish i wasn't here right now.
I wish I wasn't anywhere.
All I wanna do is run away,
And see who looks for me.
I just wanna die,
and see who cries or me.
I don't know if I'm really cared for,
Or what my purpose of living is.
I can't handle the pain anymore,
I just need to go.
I stop myself from doing things
I know I will regret.
But they dont stop doing stuff
That causes this unbarable pain.
I don't know whats right and wrong anymore.
I just focus on meaningless things.
The pain has gotten out of control,
The torture needs to stop.
Or else I'll know who looks for me when I'm missing,
And who cries so much.
They've turned me into a monster,
Just waiting for my death.
And those dirty bitches are the bullets in my chest.
So much for wishing I wasnt here,
Or anywhere for that matter.
I'll just sit here, alone,
And watch my whole world shatter.

 
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