Spinning in circles
I’ve lost control of all things
My hold on life was too tender
Now the fat lady must sing
I watch as these events
Spiral around me
There is no vacant corner to turn
Every step taken is one step
Closer to another disaster
But you can’t stop moving
Times trail stops for no one
So I walk, against will
Towards my end
Can you really hate life’s rules?
Not really.
It’s hard to melt into another world
But maybe the world is
Having troubles dissolving you, anyways
There are ways to avoid life,
But the only one that works is
Death.
Perhaps I should look
For a shooting start
One that spits bullets at
Ten light years per second
Run in front of a car
And hope it drives me insane
Take this pencil from Staples
And erase every memory till only
Eraser dust lays on my blank mind
Has everybody gone crazy?
Or is it just me who’s changed?
Bombs blowing up in every direction
Everywhere I look, boom
If I’m the only one who can see this war
Then just maybe I’m the only soldier in it
A war with myself
A war against myself
A battle with reality itself
Denial slips through cracks
In my realistic cover
Strumming my soft cords of life
Whispering that everything is lies
But my eyes say differently but then again
Looks can be deceiving
So I guess I’ll spin around forever
Wondering what’s real and what’s not
Why events happen so violently
Emotionally and Physically
I guess I’ll just spin and wonder.

 
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