Fifteen down seven more to go
little brown bottle in my hand
waiting as each pill goes down
when will it kick in?

he said it will make me feel better
that I won’t hurt, anymore
all I have to do is take a few
death and peace will come after

as the last few go down
I try to write a note
how it’s not my parents fault
but I have to go

my hand starts shaking
my vision's blurred
I back away from the paper
my head starts to hurt

I fall down on the floor
is the screaming my own?
memories flash through my mind
of all I’ve ever known

why do I feel the same
losing train of mind
he said they would take the pain away
but why do I still hurt on the inside

"I have never attempted suicide but I pray for those of you that have
or are contemplating it right now. Never lose hope. God loves you!"
 
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