Paranoia strangles me and I choke
Gasping words for your precious ears
Not blinking my eyes just to get one fine glimpse
Of your heroic face when you’re near
Situate a moment where I can hear your smile
Propose a time when I can feel your voice
Pinpoint the exact second you stole my future
Snatched away my every door and every choice
Breaking my neck trying to look back at the past
Wrapped around you like lines on a candy cane
Going down with my ship, burning my mast
Letting all the fuel out of my air plane
I’m tangled in this crowded web you weave
I can see other souls dieing beside me
They all fell for your charm, died for your taste
All you were doing was acting, lying
You have abused me until I dissolved
Into reality, the isolated air of tranquility
Misguided me, made me feel so loved
Ransacked my heart’s loving ability
I am done, I shall not walk the tight rope
Your little act I am no longer
This extravagantly sewn life is ripped
Yet the damage has made me stronger
I stave off this unlimited poison
I dare not, shall not sip one more drop
Recoiling snake inside me squeezes the air
And my breath is at a sudden stop
Wish you could make me feel like flying
But I’m regrettably left with feeling
Like drowning forever, just dieing
Poison, no more…. Breathing

 
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