As I sit here i wonder,
does the pain ever waver
so strong that i see faintly of the lies
everyone has gone to hide
nobody wants to face the end alone

Slowly i stand to only get smothered
with what seems like forever
life has passed me by...
for this do i not get a second try?
Paciently life drips from me...

These wounds don't heal
this pain is way to real
Lies, deception, hurt, guilt...
nothing good comes out of me...
I am an outsider... forever...

Freezing my soul for no one to see
i now hide like the cowards they are
what have i become?
what did happen to the happiness i once knew?
it all faids away with the growing pain...

RC '04
 
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